…just feels different, maybe tired, 

there is a change, the old expired. 

It didn’t serve good; it wasn’t everything well. 

But being used to it, it’s hard to tell. 

How to let go? 

It’s hard, and it hurts. 

But also, by staying, causes a lot of pain,  

even though, there is a lot of knowledge to gain. 

But very little will remain. 

With the ‘new’, doesn’t mean the old is completely gone. 

There are still parts that feel like a stone. 

But if for years it didn’t feel good, for that long, 

other option is not available, but to let go. 

‘Cus that means destroying that image, that the brain seeks to see. 

Maybe creating other ego, 

or exploring deeper the sea. 

 

As if it’s no longer worth it, 

that’s what the child sees. 

But, instead of healing, 

do you still want your heart to bleed? 

Drinking that blood, as a fuel to keep going. 

False reminder of what the pain is showing. 

Only to trap you so ‘it’ doesn’t die. 

But, you see, ‘it’ doesn’t care for you, only for ‘it’s’ supply. 

Accept. Don’t deny. 

Find strength. Don’t be an ally. 

On the positive thought, on that light, you can rely. 

If it doesn’t serve, you let go. 

Is that simple. Even if that is the only thing you know. 

 

Can’t your heart take that anymore? 

It’s not that strong. 

Instead, use what is left to create beauty more. 

 

Ending ‘you’, won’t end ‘it’. 

It will prove ‘it’. 

It’s hard, ‘cus it’s a habit. 

Breaking it, so it will run away, like a rabbit. 

 

Not scared, the kid a little afraid, 

of the surrender that is done, but not with an ending. 

There are still other things to come, other things to face, 

that all this time more and more is pretending….to be.